small things can really come back and bite you in the ass

If you really don't want to read the medium wall of text coming up, there will be a TL;DR at the bottom. 

On Monday, I had a feeling Tuesday was going to be a terrible day. Turns out that I was right. So very right. In the morning I took the same bus with my mother. She was going to work, I was going to school for a midterm. When we were on the bus, she managed to lose her transfer paper to get on her next bus. So after me and her looked for it for a while, we couldn't find it. So she nagged me to hell and back to get a new one for her from the bus driver. After the driver finished bitching at me about how she lost her transfer so fast he gave me a new one. Fine. Whatever.

My mom got off first and I was finally by myself. I got off that bus a little later and went on another bus. The bus that I got on doesn't check if you have a proof of payment but instead they have transit police come on once in a while to check if you do. If you don't have a transfer or validated bus ticket, they write you up and charge you for going on the bus without paying. So I went on the bus thinking I had my transfer since I never go without one, and lo and behold., the transit police came on the bus. They asked me for my proof of payment and I couldn't find it. It turned out that I lost my transfer while helping to look for my mom's. So I got taken off of the bus and charged for not paying. The ticket they wrote me up was for me to pay 200 bucks. 200 fucking dollars for not having a small piece of shitty paper with you. So now when I went home, my mom came up to me and said that she found her first transfer in her fucking bag. Now I'm going to have to go to court and argue that I did have a proof of payment using that transfer that she found. Not to mention I have to do it within the next 15 days.


TL;DR:  My mom was an idiot, made me lose my transfer, and got me ticketed for 200 bucks and I'm going to have to go to court to get this shit appealed, and my Midterm was shit hard.

valkyria chronicles

So just yesterday when I was bored as fuck with nothing to do, I decided to go to gamestop. Since one of the guys I know since high school works there, I asked him what game he would recommend me. The guy's pretty normal and I was surprised he gave me Valkyria Chronicles instead of something like marvel  vs capcom 3 or whatever big game that's out right now. So I came home and played it for a bit. Holy shit this game is fucking awesome. I haven't played a srpg since the first fire emblem for the gba. I forsee this game taking up quite a bit of my time in the future and that's pretty good. I'm only in the first couple of chapters right now and I can't wait till Selvaria shows up. Shit's gonna be so cash.

On another note, I just finished Kingdom hearts BBS last night. Aqua is the best heroine of all years. She's probably the only one that's not pants on head retarded in this game and Ghost Drive is a broken as fuck command style.

Fucking apathy, how does it work?

I am extremely apathetic in real life. I just don't care or feel indifferent to a lot of things. According to my twin sis. I'm socially awkward and really, I'm fine with that. You see, after I hit 17 or so my life started to become fucked up more than it already was. Since I was a little kid, I've been diagnosed with a disease called Sickle Cell Anemia. A blood disorder. Look it up if you seem interested in it. It's fucked over my life in the ass so many times I've lost count. Even when it comes to things like education, I find myself thinking, does it really matter? After schooling is done I'm just going to be spending my life spending money to make money and killing myself over it. Now I realize that people can have and have it way worse than me but still, I feel like it just doesn't matter anymore. If only I won the lottery or something like that, I could just buy myself a small house with a crazy ass internet connection in the middle of nowhere so I don't have to fucking deal with people anymore.